GHETTO
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @
Ridhwan posting here again.

Today may not be the bestest day ever but it's the most memorable day of my life. Even though she didn't accept me, we're still friends. Best friends don't last but close friends does. And I hope we can be close friends and become friends till the end. It's really sad that she didn't accept me but it's not over. This is only the beginning of our friendship. No greater obstacles can break us apart and no sharper blade can get us apart.

This isn't a matter of life and death but a matter of love and care.

Flip,
signing off.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @
Ridhwan here again.. =l

Having a really bored day.. At school, english lesson like fxck.. so dam bored.. maths, like mepek! Mother tongue, GEREK GILERxz! Cikgu mcm buat bodoh je.. Ade cikgu kt dpn mcm takde cikgu seh.. Afandi and Hafiz mcm geek siol.. Rambut center putting(idk how to spell) and side putting(aku memang tak tau la!).. Abeh tu, amik gambar.. ketawa mcm stengah mampus!

Abeh lepas skola, ingatkan nak ikut esfan gi jumpe mataer die.. end up, esfan waiting for his gf.. he waited almost 2 hrs.. dunno what happen to him.. I only know he's now under his gf's block.. And now, I'm chatting with his gf's little sis. Very fun chatting with her sis.. She type dam fast !! Well, I just hope my *ahem ahem* will be accepted.

Flip,
signing off.

Thursday, April 23, 2009 @
Hello, Ridhwan here posting again.

Today is the best day of this week. My friends have become friends again after a nasty break up of friendship. I was really confused because I was like a center person. But I dislike people disturbing my friends that may hurt them. But, at last, we're back together in peace. This is not the end of our journey. It's the start! This is where the fun begins!

Well, today was THE BEST OF THE BEST day as I met my hubby at the MRT station. I was early haha. I waited for 10-15mins for her. Wishing she would come. Suddenly, someone with a long hair covered my shoulder, laid a hand on my shoulder and said, "Let's go!" in a scary tone. I was shocked. I turned and saw her. She looked like a "pontianak" without tie-ing up her hair. We chilled out under her block as we had no idea where to go. We hugged as if there's no tomorrow and gave a sweet kiss on her lips. Well, that was her first kiss she have ever gotten in her whole entire life. Yeah, then we chit chatted on our life and I left her alone(it was a joke to see if she loves me). She was suprised to see me leave just like that. She chased after me, pulled my hand and I turned, she gave a really warm hug and she told me that she loved me more than her lil sis. And she slapped on my chest and shouted at me with love saying, "Don't ever leave me like that ever again!". We went to have some snack at the nearby shop. After all that, I sent her home. We exchanged hugs and kisses and she left for home. It was the best memories I've ever had.

I love you hubby ! :D <3

Flip,
Signing off.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @
Hey, it's Ridhwan posting here.

Hey fan, you don't have to be so stress abt everything. Just forget abt what shidiq, has and barani did to you. Forget abt the bad memories. Keep the good ones. Just carry on studying and don't stress out on studies. Study from the heart and not from the brain. You must study with love and not force. Just like you like Ayuni. You are now with her because you love her and not you force to love her. Love comes naturally. So, don't get stressed out. And I don't like anyone to disturb you anymore. I just dislike it. So, don't think that I'm still making you feel guilty. I am proud to have a brother like you, Esfan, that can take care of Ayuni very well. Keep up the good work! And just rmb, I'll always be there caring for you every moment, even when I'm not around.

Today is my fking day. My sis got rembat by my dad for a reason. Can't tell. I was also being pulled into the story. WTF?! Kay that's all.

Flip,
Signing off.

Thursday, April 16, 2009 @
Hello, ridhwan posting here.

Well, today was the most fun day I'd ever had.
I had NAPFA today.
Well, I got 9.2secs for shuttle run. I won esfan ! :)
211cm for standing broad jump. But Esfan won me by just 1cm. Fish head curry you~! haha.
38cm or 36cm for my sit and reach. I'm really bad at sit and reach. I admit :) XD Esfan won me. Fish head curry !
My best record for these whole 4 years. 53 sit ups! Woot! Weak la you esfan! You should've done more. I know you can.
I did 20 pull ups. And I won esfan ! haha. Teacher give advantage ma.. Haha. :)

Me and Shidiq disturbed Esfan so badly that he almost cried. I know he felt guilty. I know he almost BUNGA. Nyahaha. Baek ah Shidiq ! ****'s SONG !
Takde la fan. Joking je.

I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Going to have a jamming session with my band.
School tmr end at 11.20am! Woot ! Celebrate ! Haha..

Wanna know more? Look out for tmr's post. Teehee.. ^-^

Rayden,
signing off.

Esfan(guy near to the camera) VS Ridhwan(guy far to the camera)

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 @
Sorry guys for all this posts. Frankly speaking, these posts aren't from me. A fxcking friend of mine(which now isn't my friend) got into my account and abused. This is a gentle reminder. It ain't fake.

P.S : nunu, sorry for the misunderstanding. :{

Friday, April 3, 2009 @
Hello my fellow friends.

Haish, I just don't feel like having anyone in my life. It's useless for me to live. It's not about HER or my friends or even my parents. I just feel so left out as everyone has someone to talk to and hangout with. Fan if you're reading, this isn't related to you. Well, I just feel like being my ownself back. The OLD me. The OLD EMO-DUMB me.

Take care peoples. Don't follow my footstep.

Signing out.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009 @
Hello, it's been a long time since I post.

Well, this news is the greatest and happiest for me. I asked Ayuni for stead. I fell in love with her since I met her for the first time. Seriously, in school, I kept thinking abt her all the time. I know today is April 1st. And you guys may think that I'm fooling around. But it's true. This post is true. I just hope she would accept me for what I am and what I look. I would want the best for her and for everyone. I would really take care of her properly. Just 1 thing that I wanna say.



I love you sincerely from the bottom of my heart, Ayuni. <3 (:

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